reflections!

Been exactly a week since i wrote my first blory! If you are wondering whats a blory well its actually a combination of blogs and diary(Blogs itself is a combination of web and log). last week was hectic i was very busy doing nothing!! i have been reflecting about myself recently and have realized i totally lack discipline (not that i had to think to realize that!!) i just cant work to a schedule unless i absolutely have to..and if there is something i can procrastinate..i usually do! right now there are a lot of things i need to get done...i know...i have been wanting to make a list of things i need to do..but havent made that either. I wonder why i am the way i am because some of the stuff i need to get done are just too important to wait and still i let them wait..and whats worse?? i dont even really care becasue if i did i would do something abt it!!
But guess what? all thats gonna change...from tommorow i am gonna get up at 6am..go for walking..get to office in time and do some sensible stuff in the evenings....There are 5 books that i bought that i still havent read (not to mention the 3 books from the library that i checked out! and also the 2 books my dad is sending me from home)
by the end of summer i have to read these 5 books, makeup a good resume, look for jobs and interns, learn flash and dreamweaver, update my website and make it look good, goto smokee mountains and King's Island, see the movies that are worth watching, write blories everyday etc.
i will do all this...i know i will.......